heaven gift-s.

Hello.

I might be looked so damn stressed these days. But whatever my mind is stuck. I better stop thinking too much right now. sigh. So here it is pictures of my baby cousins and nephews. ♥ 

Jeq Ciang ♥

Sebatian Gaotama♥

Rafael ♥

Katherine Giovanna ♥

Kenrick Antonius Tjong♥

I ♥ BABY

"With enough time, we all find what we’re looking for even if it was there all along."

will or need?

hello.

A day at home with accounting's homework, I should deal with numbers on my little table. Personally I am not interested at counting or etc more specifically business,but why am I choosing it as my major later on? only me knows. Don't talk about it. No pictures for today,blame my internet!

"There are three ingredients in the good life: learning, earning and yearning."

voice of prayer

hello.

note to god:

please listen to my prayer

please heal all the pain in my dad's body

please cure his sickness

please please and please

i don't know what can i do now :(

maybe only .... PRAYING

"Any man can be a father.  It takes someone special to be a dad."

don't count on me

no one understand me,no one will.

I am walking corpse

“Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.”

will we meet again?

hello.

Not writing much with some teasers of my pictures during a week trip from KL,Malaysia. I'm back to hometown today and writing some of experiences of mine there. For the first day we arrived Genting and walking around indoor theme park and play none but walking around till night. Next day we were playing outdoor theme park for hours then go to KL in the evening. At KL we got lots of experience by learning how to manage our money as its limited. But that is fun,we enjoyed eating cheap yet delicious hamburgers next to my hotel. Perhaps by this trip we learn to be more responsible of our things and be brave to go along without parents, while Its officially 2 weeks before my flight. I should prepare lots of things,not me only but all my friends. Good luck to all of them,best luck. Not to forget special thanks to the boys who helps us,the girls. We can't do it if you guys were not there helping us,protect us. Overall, We can't pass these days if we didn't cooperate at all. See the result and I'm touched. I didn't cry when I arrived airport,because I believe I still could meet you all. I will miss you guys. Will this memories keep in your mind? 

P.S : I record 2 videos of my friend who do crazy, his crazy acting till actions. *compliment*

genting theme park

our pose of the trip

girls with mr. shiny green

boys with mr.green

enjoying wine with fellas.

come to bedroom when time strikes to 11

my roommate,bed-mate 

an amazing experience in water.

 “If you judge a book by its cover, you might miss out on an amazing story.”

if not now, when?

hello.

I love you

These 3 simple words in the world could be sweet yet dangerous. I am going to KL trip with classmates start from tomorrow until next week,so nothing special for today I need to pack my stuffs. Could someone wake me up at 5 a.m?

“Your situations won’t determine who you are; how you handle them will”

love or lust

hello.


Lets talk about love, do you ever fall in love? and hows that feel? I do and honestly,its different like when we're single. In my opinion love is like chocolate not because I like chocolate so I pick it as example, back to topic. It has bitter and sweet one though, Love may be Up and Down or mean by sweet or bitter. We could cry all day long because of being ignore or dumped. For exception ,if you never love each other you never feel broken and probably easy to find other else. aha! Thats maybe lust, you want to be with him or her but not truly love them perhaps only stay for months then you fell bored and go to another target. Don't play a joke with time. 

"For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it."

abc

Hello.

A lot of p-r-o-b-l-e-m-s come to me today. I keep thinking, should I go or not?

how sweet ♥

"I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I can’t tell the future, I can’t make any promises. There’s nothing I can guarantee. Thing’s will change, something’s gonna happen. But whatever happens, even if it hurts, it’s for the best.”

061 bistro

Hello.

Have you heard about 061 Bistro? Its located at Kesawan area, more specifically its in the same bulding with iplug. Their interior design is cool with different concept from other cafe in Medan.

You should try this new cafe in town. Not only their foods but their beverages also catching in my eyes. Ok, this really makes me mouth-watering. I've visited for times during this soft-opening and the drink I love most is Ice Long Black coffee and the food is Kun Tao Bao rice (in indonesian means " tumbukan maut") such a funny name.lol. Can't wait for their Grand Opening with lots of new recipes,will be visiting there again soon. 

There's no sincerer love than the love of food - George.B.S

remember to smile

hello.

Well, I'm having no idea what should I write for today but suddenly it crossed my mind to type " remember-to-smile" on my blog, probably just to cherish me. But whatever I enjoy spoiling myself,lol.

These days must be hectic with more homework as preparation, I am not good at it and I am trying quiet hard to understand it.Better to do lot than just wishing.

don’t cry because it’s over, SMILE because it happened.

crave for vacation

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Well, I totally in love with beach views. The blue color from the ocean and sky,just too cool to be true. Someday I will travel beaches around the world *pray*. Next month probably I will start my university and hopefully I'm not choosing the wrong choice. Every step we choose to walk through is never wrong but just how we gonna pass it with strong mind, so true, I often feel down in the middle of my fear, whatever is it I must go on. 

“Vacation is what you take when you can't take what you've been taking any longer.”

high school graduation

hello.

What is the meaning of graduation for you?

For me I can't cry directly when they leave me, I want to act strong *im trying*,but honestly I cry out loud inside my heart when it says to goodbye,I know we will meet up again but will it be in the same condition when we were close?probably no. To make it up I took photos with my friends as pictures remain the memories inside forever not the human. Let just face the reality. My wish is to keep in touch with you guys,perhaps we are not going to forget our 3 years memories from the bad and good times.Good news we have graduated and officially become an alumni of Prime One School's first generation,I proud of it though. I love you guys. :')

dont miss the photo taking session 

the boys. 

with pherica

best-mate,best-friend. thanks vin ;')

"The truth of the matter is that people are always going to stay in our hearts whether or not their in our lives"

truth

hello.

Sometimes, I wonder why people like to close their lie with another lie. I know sometimes its good to close the truth by lie,for the god sake its a white-lie. But mostly people misunderstood it and make it as their own self advantage, meanwhile I got hundreds of examples from my life-experience and other's stories. We can't deny the fact that it is like cycle of life, I will treat you persist you treat me. Believe in Karma! . But if you can't close your lie, don't put any lie and spread it to others just because of jealously, oh please mind your own life.

“No matter what, you should never regret being honest, period.”

days of joy

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In the middle of a month holiday,I went to oz for days with my mom,sister and aunty. I was visiting my cousins there and having fun by traveling around city. Honestly it suppose  to be my studies trip,but I cancelled it and turned to shopping trip. I did shop a lot but mostly to food, love it. Here are some pictures of my trip to Melbourne and Sydney.

max brenner

pancake on the rock,sydney

hot chocolate

little cupcakes

autumn leaves

micheline, my sister

with cousins 

melbourne's breakfast menu

“If I had a camera,’ I said, ‘I’d take a picture of you every day. That way I’d remember how you looked every single day of your life.”

not ready

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So, here it goes to my story about my future studies. I'm choosing Curtin Singapore as my Diploma and probably Bachelor in current 2 years *not my choice*, that is true my parent choose it for me and after all I understand why and I am sure they choose better one for me. 

I am officially one month to go there, and what have I prepared? None. A big zero score for me as a lazy student. I have to be ready for busy 1st week with orientation day, medical check-up and also ICA appointment, why life is being more and more complicated each day?

I just not ready.

“Say goodbye to your past mistakes. Say hello to new beginnings.”

refresh your mind

hello

I am in my mood to make a new blog and my first blog comes to a very funny video from my sister's friend blog and Its a human-copied Tsubasa opening song. Not only the act,but how the make it almost the same except the old man (tsubasa is not that old). 

What lasts, lasts and what doesn’t, doesn’t. Time solves most things, and what time doesn’t solve - You have to solve yourself.