I might be back.

Hello.


I am back and not bringing story to write. Life has been tough recently, I just want to give up. I should not pray for easy life but rather to be a stronger person. Too much pressure make me depressed and sad all the time. What to do when you are at my position? struggling to learn what you don't expected will be that tough and probably you don't like it since first. OK! i'm tired,so tired

currently projects I am making and lucky I've done it!

Hell is empty, devils are here - William Shakespeare 

long time no see

hello.

It has been so long since I wrote my blog. I was trying to adapt with my environment and everything here,a week is not enough.But projects keep coming from lecturers. Thanks. Skip that part,let me have something more interesting to tell you guys. I watched Captain America today with friends,its Friday! and we love movie on this day. Good time,nice sharing. 

On the other side, something make me realize I shouldn't put on hope on people around,wishing they will be on my side instead of leaving me. Make me strong by that, make me open my mind cause not this is my aim to come here. 

I miss my family like too much. :( They were too busy these days.

“If it looks good you’ll see it,

If it sounds good you’ll hear it,

If it’s priced right you’ll buy it.

But if its real you’ll feel it.”

sparkling night

hello.

Great night with great friends.

Yesterday I was having dinner with my elementary friends so called as childhood friends too. We were in the same class since elementary to junior high school. If only I'm not ...*silent*. But whatever, we will still be friends even distance separate us. Then tonight I'm having dinner with my 3 weeks fellas at Wak Noer. We were gathering after half year has been passed :( I miss them so as we used to spend 3 weeks together in dormitory . Not to forget our a-must-game is "police and the thief", its quiet a simple game by winking our eye as if we are the thief. FUN is the best word describe yesterday and today. What next for tomorrow! A day by day has passed, I think I should be strong enough to go.

Yenny,Olivia,Me,Fenny,Florence

“You will never get what you want if you’re too scared to get hurt.”

process of preparation.

Hello

A day spend with my mom by shopping my stuffs. Sigh, I will have my wisdom teeth surgery tomorrow and honestly to say that I ain't ready at all. I am scared,yes I do so much. But whatever,It takes one hour or more time to finish it then done. Don't have to suffer myself longer. Be strong and be brave! 

Btw, I am gonna miss these two girls on picture below. They are lovely.

micheline , jesslyn and me

”Just when you’ve had enough, life gives you more. And just when you think it’s rained enough, it starts to pour.”

In Action.

hello.

I got a package when I arrived this evening and guess what is it? My new toy is coming! 

New polaroid camera, which mom decided to buy a new one. Thanks mom *hug*

No special things happen to me today. Finally I have started packing. Time goes so fast,I need to slow it down.

“Let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing.”

heaven gift-s.

Hello.

I might be looked so damn stressed these days. But whatever my mind is stuck. I better stop thinking too much right now. sigh. So here it is pictures of my baby cousins and nephews. ♥ 

Jeq Ciang ♥

Sebatian Gaotama♥

Rafael ♥

Katherine Giovanna ♥

Kenrick Antonius Tjong♥

I ♥ BABY

"With enough time, we all find what we’re looking for even if it was there all along."

will or need?

hello.

A day at home with accounting's homework, I should deal with numbers on my little table. Personally I am not interested at counting or etc more specifically business,but why am I choosing it as my major later on? only me knows. Don't talk about it. No pictures for today,blame my internet!

"There are three ingredients in the good life: learning, earning and yearning."

voice of prayer

hello.

note to god:

please listen to my prayer

please heal all the pain in my dad's body

please cure his sickness

please please and please

i don't know what can i do now :(

maybe only .... PRAYING

"Any man can be a father.  It takes someone special to be a dad."

don't count on me

no one understand me,no one will.

I am walking corpse

“Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.”

if not now, when?

hello.

I love you

These 3 simple words in the world could be sweet yet dangerous. I am going to KL trip with classmates start from tomorrow until next week,so nothing special for today I need to pack my stuffs. Could someone wake me up at 5 a.m?

“Your situations won’t determine who you are; how you handle them will”

abc

Hello.

A lot of p-r-o-b-l-e-m-s come to me today. I keep thinking, should I go or not?

how sweet ♥

"I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t know what’s going to happen. I can’t tell the future, I can’t make any promises. There’s nothing I can guarantee. Thing’s will change, something’s gonna happen. But whatever happens, even if it hurts, it’s for the best.”

remember to smile

hello.

Well, I'm having no idea what should I write for today but suddenly it crossed my mind to type " remember-to-smile" on my blog, probably just to cherish me. But whatever I enjoy spoiling myself,lol.

These days must be hectic with more homework as preparation, I am not good at it and I am trying quiet hard to understand it.Better to do lot than just wishing.

don’t cry because it’s over, SMILE because it happened.

truth

hello.

Sometimes, I wonder why people like to close their lie with another lie. I know sometimes its good to close the truth by lie,for the god sake its a white-lie. But mostly people misunderstood it and make it as their own self advantage, meanwhile I got hundreds of examples from my life-experience and other's stories. We can't deny the fact that it is like cycle of life, I will treat you persist you treat me. Believe in Karma! . But if you can't close your lie, don't put any lie and spread it to others just because of jealously, oh please mind your own life.

“No matter what, you should never regret being honest, period.”